Because of audit, i have to forgo my freedom, my time, my passion etc... even reading newspapers or a book or watching 1 hour of tv seems like a luxury to me (WTH). I am trying to earn money to pursue bigger pleasures in life, yet ironically I can't even achieve these simple pleasures in life.

This is getting ridiculous, but just as I feel so, a colleague who is X100 times more busy than me told me to think positively. I dunno how the hell he can think positively when he only sleeps at 3 am every day, but friend I salute you for your perserverance. (As I type this, there are at least 10 pple on my communicator still working at this time).

JUst as I am lacking sleep, I am also getting more lazy to exercise. Evidently, I have gained some weight since last year and am still growing. I am slowly possessing all traits of a sterotyped auditor when I was trying very hard to change this silly sterotyping. I think it can't be changed, we are merely just stepping into the footsteps of our alumni. Count yourself luckily if you can just get to sleep.

Within just a span of few years, audit can transform people tremendously. Its either you climb up the ladder to become manager or you quit audit with a different insight into life. Either experience is equally valuable, or maybe not.

But I should still congratulate myself for surviving thus far. I thought I would have just quitted within A10 or A11 years. Just another 5 months to go before i make a major decision whether to stay or quit. By the way, my JC friend thinks its also very ridiculous that we are 'tahan-ing' our job instead of enjoying our job. Silly right?